It is that moment that kept me believing. It was that dark believe in the night that everything shall be remembered but verbally forgotten which changed when the sun came and the waking to a soft subtle breath in the arms of someone that never before was thought to be around for a long time. To turn over and look at that person breathe, to watch that person sleep was the most amazing gift I have got in a morning and it is that which keeps me going on, keeps me believing. It is that in which I know the universe had given me the one person I have asked for and that it was my turn to act upon it and receive that gift. You were whom I asked for and I will keep you forever, Gerald.